I nearly forgot to mention about that stupid Mr T who called me before the release of results yesterday to tell me that Surong received 9A1s, Xinying 5A1s and me, a suay and pathetic 8A2s. Like wth, getting 8A2s is really really really (x100) suay okay. He made me so worried that I started crying. I mean this is no laughing matter, kidding people of their o's results that they had worked so hard for. If i've gotten 8A2s, my L1R5 will be 12, which means that I will not be able to stay in Njc. I bet you fucking didn't know how I felt. If you fucking see it as a joke, I don't think it's funny at all.


Secondly, I can't believe my mum actually told my aunt that she allows me to choose my own school just because she doesn't wants me to blame her in the future if I regret my choice. She even claimed that she doesn't care if i'm good in my studies, and that it's none of her concern. Thankfully, I've always studied for myself, never because I wanted to bring some glory to her or something. And when did I ever blame her for anything. She is the one always going around saying " I told you........(don't join volleyball/ don't go to chung cheng/ don't do this and that etc) " when she didn't even tell me in the first place. She is the one blaming others for everything, as if she was never in the wrong. She also goes on with her wistful thinking that she is looked up to by her family members because she is the most accomplished among them all. Like who cares. Seriously, I think she's having her menopause,she can't stop nagging.