Irresponsible, irritating, stupid, Si Tek Kor Carbon Chloride who doesn't even knows how to speak english obviously has a short term memory like a gold fish's and needs a pair of spectacle because he can't see us even though we are standing at the middle of the parade square. This is so infuriating, he spoilt my last teacher's day in Chung Cheng.

The slamming of a door startled me 4am in the morning. I froze and waited, to make sure what i heard was real. Someone slammed it again, and again, and again. Three times in a row, it was him, i knew it. It is not the first time. Vivid scenes of what happened 4 years ago unfolded in my mind, it was etched so deeply that i could remember as if it happened just yesterday night. It was a fear i was able to suppress for the past few years, but at that precise moment i heard him slam the door, a surfeit of fear engulfed me. His depression is overcoming him again.

He attempted to enter one room by twisting the door knob furiously. I knew it, i could hear it.
It is the room of the woman he had once loved, but now love had faded and hatred is all that is left. He is unable to enter, it is locked. The woman had locked it to prevent him from entering again.

I could tell she is afraid of what he might do to her, he had even threaten to kill her. Her brave front is just a facade.

It was another futile attempt to enter the room. He went back to his room, slamming his door shut behind him. I jumped. I realised that i had been clutching my blanket all along and my fingers were numb from it.

Silence reigned after that once more and everything seemed so peaceful, but my mind was in a whirl, a stark contrast to the surrounding. And all of these kept me awake throughout the rest of the night. Pondering about when all this will come to an end.

I can't forget the embarrassing moment i had on bus today. Omg, I can't believe it actually happened. x.x
Surong, Xinying and me were on a bus heading towards Sing post for lunch, and Sr doesn't want to hold the poles because she thinks that it's dirty and thousand of ppl had held it before. So when the bus jerked she lost her balance and grabbed my hand, hoping that probably i'll have a lower centre of gravity and will be more stable. At first i was still able to balance, but the bus jerked again and both of us lurched forward. Omg, i think it's damn hilarious.x.x Everybody moved aside to avoid us, hopeless, and Surong ended up on someone's lap.! According to Xy, one moment we were in front of her and the other moment we disappeared. I couldn't stop laughing after that because i find it really amusing,wahahah. Surong brings laughter, although it's kinda embarrassing, and the bus was quite packed at that time. x.x


Eng Lang paper on Monday! Scarrrrry.

Xy looks so sad. x.x

It's suppose to commerce at 9 but it only started at ard 9.20. And the view wasn't good at all, blame it on Singapore's rapid development, cause there's this tall hotel blocking most of it.
This is the best i can catch.

I think i wasted the whole day yesterday. I should had stayed at home and uphold Bn's reputation as a nerd.

And my bangla friend who has a smoker's cough is not online. x.x

Hello everybody,


It's friday.!


I had intensive ballet lessons this week, which took up 3/5 of my weekdays and will take up my sunday morning. After all these lessons, i realised that i really have to put in more effort, i need to be more flexible.! So i've decided, i'll devote 1-2hr each day to stretching each day. x.x



School was pretty much similar to last week, except that it's getting more and more hectic due to the nearing of prelims(!!) but it's getting more and more vapid too.



Photos:


She disgraced me by showing the whole class how badly i fared for my compo on thursday. She should had at least covered my name ok. zzz

But i think our class still loves her, or rather her lessons, cause it's one of the slackiest.
(Anyway, the arrow's supposed to be pointing to her instead of lixiang.=\)



She's v irritated
Another off-focus photo( Arrow points to the sleeping beauty)


And this is our magnificent Chung Cheng on a Rainy day

Yesterday was Singapore's birthday, as well as my mum's birthday. So we had sort of a family gathering cum birthday celebration for my mum at my aunt's house. And i can conclude that aunties can't start the fire for a bbq because my aunts took about 2 hrs to get it done.=/

Here are the photos:

hullo everybody.
It's like 0316am now & i'm stuck at my aunt's house at a place far far away called Jurong. x.x

I miss home. lol.