Went back to National like twice on Wednesday and thrice on Thursday because orientation at hc was ultra boring( It was more of lectures than orientation actually ) and because I miss National. Dance party on thursday was a disappointment because it was a failure as compared to the 1st intake's party, where the whole hall was packed to the brim with people. But nonetheless, i laughed quite a lot because Zi chao was jumping like a crazy man, trying to make us high with him. His preparation-for-the-train-thing-action was enough to make me laugh until I almost fainted. hahahahah. We stayed in the hall for a while and then returned to the round table to chat. The councillors started cheering a while later and we joined in. I really love the school spirit of Nj!! & so it made me miss the school even more because it might be the last time I'm cheering for Nj.

I have to(& must) accept the fact that I am now a Hc student. Stop thinking about the possibility of returning to National because it's impossible. No matter how much you love the school, no matter how much you enjoy the company of them, no matter how much you love everything there.........
Brace yourself up and go there with an open heart, you'll make many new friends in no time, that's what people say. But it's not as easy as it's said when you really miss the place where you shared countless memories with friends.
Walking around the school, you see more and even more unfamiliar faces,it's such a foreign place. Maybe, only maybe, I will be able to get over this in a few week's time. It's an exceptionally difficult and arduous task when National's just a bridge away. You see your friends there, and you are here, (almost) alone, separated from the class. I never know I will undergo this kinda emotional rollarcoaster because of a school I've been to for barely 2 months.

Since I made the choice, I must love the school.